update.

pity party did not end.
i cried in class.
yes, seriously.
ok stop laughing.
than i got over myself.

than i found out patrick swayze passed away.
& i had to excuse myself to the bathroom,
because i was really scared i was going to cry again.

i didn't.
& i didn't really cry in class.
i mean maybe one or two tears fell down my cheeks.
but then another girl cried too and i felt a lot better about myself.

pity party is OVER. seriously this time.